You are gaining congruence with your idea. As you speak more of it, you will become aware of areas which need more study. You will also need to learn how to convey your ideas in a manner that is interesting and easily understood. Practice on people for clarity.
We do need more practice in communication. As you have just demonstrated, if you WILL to listen hard, it will be hard to listen. Think of the energy frequencies your will created in this case; then think of the frequencies you experienced when you let it go and allowed yourself to relax and listen. Become aware of willing something and allowing something to manifest. Feel the differences of energy frequency. Both require action and basically the same outward behavior; the energy is different. Become aware so you will be able to switch (as a light switch) from willing to allowing. This ‘physical’ switch will effect or trigger an emotional switch (attitude) and mental switch (clear, creative thinking). They are interconnected and each as integrally important as the other. Anyone may be chosen to effect the change. Play with this.
Izra